Breast feeding has obviously screwed everything up. I did have a moment of hope Saturday morning when I realised my CM was like egg whites. A sure sign ovulation is close at hand.
Unfortunately, a 6M old baby with a stinking head cold put paid to any horizontal shenanigans over the bank holiday weekend.
I've got a meeting Thursday lunchtime where I'm going to ask for part time hours. Pretty stressed about that.
Wanting a child, is such a terrible longing and yet when you already have a baby it's like society says you are not allowed to bemoan your lack of conception. It's greedy apparently.
Sod it, I'm feeling sorry for myself tonight.