Tuesday, 3 May 2016

Day 45-3/5/16

Still no period.

Breast feeding has obviously screwed everything up. I did have a moment of hope Saturday morning when I realised my CM was like egg whites. A sure sign ovulation is close at hand.

Unfortunately, a 6M old baby with a stinking head cold put paid to any horizontal shenanigans over the bank holiday weekend. 

I've got a meeting Thursday lunchtime where I'm going to ask for part time hours.  Pretty stressed about that.

Wanting a child, is such a terrible longing and yet when you already have a baby it's like society says you are not allowed to bemoan your lack of conception. It's greedy apparently.

Sod it, I'm feeling sorry for myself tonight.

Fingers crossed